Sports Day go.... KA-BOOM!!!

Well today was kinda okay... And what I meant was the weather.... It's not raining nor it is very sunny... Yay!!! No muddy field and sunny sun that can burn my skin like BBQ... BUT... I have sun burn lar... My skin really dark and red and a bit painful too. And I got 3rd for running 4 x 400m... *clap* okay... My god the Form 2 girl she won't listen to me.. I told her to slow down and the beginning... And she gave and excuse that when she run she cannot run slowly then fast... She must fast and all the way fast.... Guess what happened???... In the end she sprinted the whole way, she got #2 but slowed down after the half of the track.... and..... got the last place... (#1 thing that made me go ka-boom actually 2nd) Then Tricia ran... She tried to keep up the distance lar... Not bad ... And just a few steps before reaching the end she faster run and over take the other girl(red house) and got 4th place.... But... still the red house 3rd runner like same pace with me... so I(purple house) speed up then .... ran far away from her then try to past the yellow team's runner then past her.... Then after that tried to catch up with the green house.... but couldn't only a few more steps then got 2nd... So disappointed... And in the end... Jia Yi kept up with the pace lar and got 3rd... Lucky lar... At least get a medal....

1st thing that made me go ka-boom was.... The house captain ar... Haiz... he so ma fan....I mean 1st no runners for that event then force us to run then suddenly just now ... He want to replace us after we've trained for the running.... Juz because he likes hat girl... How did I know? He said this," Ahh.. Chealsea my favourite girl..." So super s**p**.And in the end it still remain the same...



For running at the event ... Tracie participated too.... Cauz 1 of her house's runner didn't come... So she ran... She got 2nd for the 1st runners lar... then after everyone else in her house got last... So poor... Poor mommy... She so tough go and run... Then, I heard she can't move her leg and her back hurts and she had a bruise on her knee.... Me worst... I think... Because I was late and my mom wasn't around... I didn't eat in the morning... So I ran with an empty stomach... So after passing the baton to Jia Yi.... I juz fell down the instantly at the side of the track in front of the teachers and vomited... And I bet the teachers didn't saw it... I bet... But of course... the St. Johns will help mar... I couldn't stand up cauz I couldn't fell my leg after dropping so they had to carry me...

Then they juz put me in front of the camp... Then I juz lie down there... I mean I couldn't stand it, was very dizzy. Then they put me on the mattress actually a yoga mat... So, I lied down... And they compress ice packs on both my leg... and I couldn't feel. I only know that my leg was on top of something... Tracie was there too. I think I saw Xi Men beside her and someone else I can't remember that time to tired.... Then after that I can feel my leg again and Xi Men, Siew Yuan, Iverene were there for me... I was kinda happy for that...

And there was this kind teacher that fanned me with her cap... And she was really considered ... And I wanted to thank her but I couldn't find her anywhere... Then I think I got gastric pain... So I slept side ways.. That position always felt better... Hehehe^^ So they let me be... So I lied down for a little while.. Then I felt much better... so... I got up.... And I felt this really pain headache.... My god really hurt... So I sat on a bench beside the mat... And also my house got 3rd place... Yay!!!

2 weeks....

Let me ask you a question... Can you live without Astro for like 2 weeks? Of course you can ... you still have a computer or laptop... But... try to imagine... You have two pc's lar... lucky lar... But two big buffaloes sitting right in front of it 24 hours... I tell you... You dead man... Me ar Anime freak aand manga too. So me one day didn't read manga or watch anime will die... But... I survived... And you know how I did it ? To tell yo frankly I also dunno... Haha^^ joking.... Me got manga at home mar... and also got Anime (DVD) at home... Hahaha^^ I know stupid... But.. I kinda bored of it... I mean you read and watched so many times ady... So what happen is... the true reason is.... I slept ... Hahaha^^ Don't mention it... So not funny... I think...

FAILED!!!

OMG!!! I think I'm gonna fail my geography test... I totally just guessed all them , simply choose... It is damn difficult....For others a bit okay... And I finally finished the exams last 2 days... And guess what? ... My dad was like ,"don't need to do so good wan."And another thing ...We're gonna sit for another exam ... like in 1 more week and 2 more days... So... totally ... Haiz.. indescribable... I feel so stressed out. Need to sudy again and guess what this time it is not the important subject exam we're taking... so.. a lot of my friends say ,"Haiya no need to study wan lar... juz sit for it oni lar... " I'm like what???? What if you fail everything... (In my heart of course... But... they sure will study wan... S**p** Exams... Why so many exams wan????!!!!

Don't wanna.....

Man... tomorrow me got Sports Day... I dun wanna go.... Cauz I need to run 4x400m and I'm really slow and no stamina... I'm afraid if I slow them down... Waaaa.... Scared man me... I tomorow also got tuition again. Haiz.... So tired.... I wonder number what we will get ???? Very scared... Oh yea..(I'm not that cute when I'm frighten , I dun have any reaction... but of course... inside me go BOOM)

Happy Valentines Day...

To all my friends, family, to anyone who reads this... Happy Valentines Day!!! Be happy... Find love as quickly as you can. To me it doesn't matter whether it is with a lover or family or even friends... Well, hope you had a great day... For you who are feeling sad... Because or break up with ur lover or friends . Forgive each other.... And it really doesn't matter whether you're a girl or a boy...Today there are a lot of chocolate in the house. For no reason ... Really.. I don't know, why? But... I will eat it all , cauz i'm a chocoholic. Hehe^^ . And thanks for the chocolate Xi Men ... Me love u and Iverene, Tracie, Siew Yuan, Priya , Rachel and others.. Hehehe^^

At school...

Today arh... I went to school actually I wanted to ditched school to see my little brother... Cauz... every year my parents never see us at Sports Day... So, my little bro was still very young... So, i will always go to see him in Sports Day (actually my mom ask me to go but I declined but..still I went... pity my bro) Today I didn't go. Why I have school....







La...la...la...la...la... I'm not hearing!! Blek!!!!










Next, in school... I wanted to be like the only ones in school. I mean so many people, then the teachers will teach... And guess what.. a lot of people came... Why they so hardworking ???(In my heart I say) Man.... but luckily... we combined our classes... And guess what? So many people... Hehehe^^ And whole day we did our own work... And then after recess we wanted to watch the high jump lar the teacher ar.... Haiz... She ask us not to watch and she watch by herself... So evil... I mean you watch, then let us watch also lar.... Dun keep on scolding us... Haiz a long day it was.... After studying so long, got tuition 'pulak'. So, tiring.... Wanna die ady... But gotta keep up!!! Yea!!!

I HATE being the AJK Kebersihan!!!

I mean it's good... being sumthin' useful to the class... But.... I can't stand it when the class is dirty and the teachers blame me!!! It's not only my responsibility.. I mean... come on... everybody in the class should at least do their part... But.. it seems that it is all my job... I didn't wanna become the "Ajk Kebersihan". Don't get me wrong... The class teacher has been asking if anyone wanna be the Ajk... but nobody wants... I just wanna be the "Ajk Maths" it's not like I like being it lar.. but you get to get out of the boring class... finding the teacher... In the end no one want 2 become... I feel sorry for the teacher (not in the bad way.. coz she's pregnant... only I agreed) So in the end i have 2 posts...That was step one of being killed... Well... everyday I will ask the people to clean the class and give them the duties... Tell me... who is so kind to tell them personally what their duties are and every time did extra sweeping(which everybody hates) and also give them to sumtimes choose what they wan to do... Since I have to be fair... I record down and change their duties every time.. But.. they give questions like.... 1) Harh ??? Why me do this?? 2) Again I do this ar? Then sometimes they complain.. I don't want to this...

Today not in a good mood... So can't compress all my bad mood...and... I scolded someone.... Not really... I mean she told me this when I ask her to throw the rubbish... Harh me throw the rubbish again ar ??? Two times already!!! Then I shouted at her, SO???? This was the 1st time i said like that to anyone...I feel really bad... but not really until I remembered she always say that to me.... Wow... she shut up in the instant u know... But... haha... still feel guilty...Then, also got people didn't sweep at all.

I very kind ask them to sweep the floor... just all the big rubbish... And guess what happened? not even 1 minutes they ran off leaving so much rubbish around... And... for the 1st time I just leave it... I was really in a bad mood that time... And try to imagine ... I HAVE BEEN ENDURING THIS PAIN!!! of sweeping FOR 3 YEARS OF SECONDARY SCHOOL!!!!!Really pissed off just now...Next time someone elect me as the "Ajk Kebersihan" again... I will kill the person that and there....BEWARE....

Heart wounded...

It's been a long time since I blog... Again i'm sayin' this..Hahaha^^ Right.. my heart is like it's been tored apart .. Why??? I didn't have cake again this year!!!! It has been the 2nd year... This year... my mom and dad forgotten my b-day... But.. of course they did remembered... How??? That day .. it was 24th January, which is 2 days before CNY... So, if my friends wanna contact me they gotta sms or call through my dad's or mom's handphone...That time my friend sms happy b-day to me and my parents read it. Then.. they remembered... sad right... Even though they knew... my mom didn't wish me... that was the sad part...




















Wanna know what happened last year??? They didn't remember at all.... No one remembered only my friends... The worst thing was my elder brother suddenly cam to m a week later and said... (very stupid wan..) " oh yea... Ee Lin your b-day was 24th Jan right??? No wonder didn't eat cake.... Haiz..." What the heck??? He didn't even say like happy belated b-day or sumthing!!!! When it was one week before my elder brother's b-day... My mom took me out... I thought that she finally brought me out.... Alone once in a while... But... she said this... " Ee Lin ar.. your brother birthday coming soon right... Let's buy something for him...." Haiz.... And you know what i spent almost RM 150 for he's s**p** b-day present and never got a thank you wish... And of course I won't buy that expensive gift for him.. if it wasn't for my mum...


















The reason I never tell anyone it's my b-day or sumthing when my b-day is coming out is because... Once when it was going to be my 10th birthday... I keep on saying to my mum..." Mummy, mummy it's going to be my birthday soon!!!" As every children would say to their parents or anyone... Did you know what my mom said to me???? This is what she said..." Do you know that the day I gave birth to you was my saddest day... Giving birth to you was really painful.... Don't ever go around, saying it's your birthday ever again.. So that's why i never bring up that statement...

Sad... right... If you were in my place will you be able to laugh that much as me and act as if nothing happen....