What the heck ?? Anime & manga

I have this friend she likes Anime/Manga... Not really lar... I mean she.... juz like a few anime/manga ... She always say " why lar you like Anime/Manga so much ...?? " But... now after reading a manga.. " Vampire Knights" ( It's one of my favourite manga... Hehehehe^^ I like to watch the Anime tooo. But, apparently she only read the manga....) You know what she said this morning in school to me??? Wanna know?? OMG.....!!! The guys there are so HOT !! I'm like what is soo hot ( in my mind lar) and she said Vampire Knights. I have read that a long time ago.... and know juz after being band by her parents to use tha com... she now only want to read... What the heck was that ? I mean I've recommending you to read manga.. and now you've juz started to get addicted to it???

But never mind at least she now got addicted to it. And now left a person whom wouldn't want to have a connection with anime/manga... ( one of my closest friends) Actually some of it ... she will watch .. For example.. I only heard that she watch "Yakitate ! Japan"... Oh yea .. maybe Pokemon is also counted as Anime... These are the only two I know... Well... even so... I know that she will get addicted to it pretty soon. Hahahahaha^^

Lonely.... in school...

My God yesterday was very weird. I mean yesterday was really lonely... All my friends were not there alone with people the same kind as me but not the same kind as me (What I mean is the people I rarely talk to). Man, it was so scary, lonely alone. When I was in my seat, there was no one beside me neither at my left or my right. In front of me 9 tables in front of me, no one were there. Beside me 8 tables, no one were sitting on them.... It was really lonely and scary. But then, ... I saw some people laughing at the front left corner( I was at the right corner below), I went there and I talked with them. Now, it was not that scray. It's juz, there was no one that I really noe... Reccess time was nice. People I know, I can talk to them (they were in the different class from me). That make me really happie!!! But still, I'm afraid to go back to class. Never mind, I'm not that scared lar.... Hahahahaahaha^^ .














Juz that I was feeling rather lonely... You noe wat there was someone whom ask me this question.... Wanna know??? It was... " Where are all you're gang members?? They all didn't come. Didn't they call you? " And I told her..." No lar, I knew they wouldn't be comming...., I juz came for fun..." Even though I told her as if I was not sad at all.... The truth is I'm really sad... But it wasn't their fault that they didn't come.. Two the parents wouldn't let them, one of them got dentist appointment and one more.... I don't wanna say it... But there was one thing I was glad.... There was someone in the class that would talk to me... I'm very popular mar !!! Who wouldn't talk to me ??!!! Hahahaha^^

A Burpday Party...

Today, my friend 'R'(a girl) had a party at school. My god ..... Maybe you can consider it a nice party... She was chasing after a small kid 4 years younger then us. Hahahaha^^(don't get it wrong, my dear readers). It was time that the party started but... she kept on playing with the kid. 'M'(a guy) kept on askin' her when is the party goin' to start. Damn freakin' eager lar him. Haiz.... Well, then she took the cake from the canteen's refrigerator. Okay, then we went to the 'Bintang Cafe'(a.k.a. like a canteen but just that you can't buy food there). There everything was fine. We put up the cake and the candles on it. And you know what there is no fire on the candles. No one brought lighter or matches. Hahahahaha^^. Then 'N'( a guy) went to find matches. But... he came back with nothing. Hahahaha^^, a waste of time and energy... So, we sand her, 'R' a birthday song. She was so damn shy. (actually she is very good in whackin' people up>> especially me)[Last year I got whackin' by her pretty harsh, but, she's not that evil.]
Okay, back to the story, well after singin' her a song, she does the normal stuff lar. Then, 'L' and 'T' (both girls) ask her to take out the candles with her mouth or rather force her (maybe, maybe not, hahahahaha^^). Well, she did as she was told. She was laughin' all the way. Haiz.... But, she succeeded. So, it's okay. Then we ate cake. Oh my god ... the cake was sooooooo hard. It was hard as if I was eating a stone!!! And then my friend 'X'(a girl) said that it was suppose and it is meant to be hard. ( no offense 'R', don't take it in heart). After eating, we started a food fight...(not exactly fighting but they put cream of the cake onto each other. Luckily I was not there. Hehehehe^^)There was a funny part. Do you guys know the programme MTV ' I bet you will'. So, we made a challenge for 'J' and 'M' (both guys) to lick the chocolate on the table. Eiw.... And they accept it with 50 cents per person. I was so disgusting. 'J' licked the table first. Wow... It was so clean. 2ndly 'M' licked but he didn't lick the table as clean as 'J'. So, we asked him to lick the table cleaner. And he did it and got the money... And that's all!!!

Kitten...[I'm talkin' 'bout kittens but y got rat in pic]

Stop
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Kitten... How did I start this topic? It is because I juz started doing a kitten sound. It was as if it was a real kitten. And my friend LSY love it so much... (sweat) talking about that reminds me of a cat giving birth to a few kittens in the shoe rack and there was a lotttttttttttttttt..... of blood!!! The worst thing is I and my younger brother need to clean the rack. Eiwwwwww...... After that the mother cat... went away!!!! So, we put the kittens in a shoe box. We didn't give it food, coz... it's juz newly born kittens...So, we juz prayed for the mother to take the kittens back with her. Thankfully the mother kitten took the kittens away but... she left 2 kittens there. And it was the oldest kitten and the youngest kitten. I know 'bout it becoz .... we can see lar , judging by their physical condition. After 3 days the mother cat still didn't take them away. So sad... There was a family living below my apartment whom love cats a lot. So they took care of them. Sadly, after a few weeks of physical survival, they died...


Ikuto is so cute!!! Look at Yoru too.., the little kitten...







There was another story of cats. From the same family below my house whom have a female can. One day it gave birth to a few kittens. Do you know what happened??? To avoid the kittens wandering around blindly, they put them in the cage where the mother can use to stay in. Now, the mother cat wonders around. So they took care of the kittens. Even though the mother cat wonders around, I can assure you that the mother cat is always watching over the kittens. They realize that the mother cat always come back and sleep at the porch. So, they put the cage in the porch. One day, the mother cat wonders out again. And they went out to school. So, they put the cage in the porch as usual. Guess what happened? Something tragic happened. Do you really wanna know? Slowly read and calm down... Hehehehe^^. (Serious now)... When the came home, they realize that 2 kittens were missing and there were juz a few kittens' legs in the cage. Filled with BLOOD!!!!! And they found out the reason. It is because the mother cat wanna leave the family and with her kittens. The mother cat try to take the kittens out by a hole but the kittens' legs got stuck becoz the kittens grabbed hold on to the bars and the mother cat bit their legs off. Luckily the other 2 was still find because when the mother cat wanna do the same thing to the kittens, they quickly open the cage. Oh yea , do you know what happen to the injured kittens??? There is an empty house next door. Actually it is not empty. It's juz that, the neighbour rarely come back. Well, the kittens were dead there. So sad....

This a very funny incident. Judging by it's size, The kitten is juz 3-4 weeks old. That kitten was really cute. I found in under my father's car. It was sleeping there. Kawaii desu~~. Well, when it woke up and saw me, it keep on licking my leg. It really tickles a lot!!! Well, it keeps on following me and I keep on running away from in becoz my dad hates cats... Then the security guard whom so the kitten chasing me (not exactly chasing) took the kitten and put it away from me. And now, do you know what happen to it??? Oh yea it's a female. It has a loving owner. My neighbour. Hehehehe^^.

Man... I'm so hungry!!!!!!

I'm currently very hungry. Usually , my dad will cook supper. But...now..., my dad is not here I'm so very hungry. I don't wanna eat maggie mee lar. Later, my hair will drop.... I may be would have cancer!!!! I'm so hungry!!!! Tomorrow after school I got extra-curricular activity, (sob) I won't be eating at home(my dad's cooking) I will be eating in the canteen.....! Man!!!!! I hate it to use my money!!!!! My stomach is grumbling!!!!! Haiz....

Weird... My daddy...(sob)

'Look, my dad's so cool!!!'





Man, I'm feeling weird. So weird. I mean no one scolds me anymore. It's like my dad doesn't exist. My father has been going out for a long time, repeatingly. But, I don't feel this empty. It has been a day, I feel so empty now. Usually I don't think 'bout this stuff but now I'm thinking 'bout it. May be, It's because he's been scolding me every time, so now I feel like there's no one anymore. But, someone reminds me of him. It's my elder bro... He talks like him, he does things like him, but... he is not ass smart as him. That's all. But, you know something..., later I'm going to hope that my dad stays there longer. It's my usual way. I hope for something to arrive quicker and later it eventually comes and I don't want it to come so quick. I'm so dumb... What's wrong with me I hate my dad but I love my dad... It's mixed feelings.... Weird.... I hate my dad whom always grumble, but I know it's for my best. Even though I say I hate him, but I actually loves him. I hope the time we spend together will last long...

Uuuuuuu.... Wahhhhhhh......Mmmm......

I love it... Lollipop ..... Mmmm.. Yummy. Why did I start this topic. Coz, it started with a lollipop and I got to obsess with it. How? Firstly, my friend start giving me a lollipop, after not eating it for a long time... As in not eating lollipop for a long time. Oh yea, it's 'Chupa Chups'. 1st lollipop I got from my friend, Xi Men was orange flavour, then 2nd, I got Cola flavour from my other friend, Ivy. They bought it from 7 eleven. So, I wanted to buy lollipops from the 7 eleven near my house. Of course I need to ask permission from my mom before I go out. So, I ask my mom. But then, she say she will take me there. When we starting to go out from my apartment, my mom ask me what lollipop do I want. So I told her I want to buy 'Chupa Chups' lollipop. Then, she said that she can buy for me and more than I want. She took me to Pudu Pasar. And I bought a jar of lollipop. Guess how much did I bought? 1, 2, 5, 10 or is it 50 ? NO!!! IT'S 100. If you buy from 7 eleven it is 60 cents for 1 and when I bought them there it was 46 ringgit Malaysia. Hehehehehe!!! Daisuki .... Yea it's yummy and currently I'm eating orange flavour !!!!

Yea...!! Dad is out & computer 'til Thursday !!!!

I'm so happie dad my dad went out ,...may be not coz I need to cook .... But, the good news is that I can use the com' every day 'til Thursday. Hehehehe^^. There is another problem .. I wonder if my elder brother will take the com' from me or not... Now, he's sleepin' and my dad is out. Hahahahaha^^ My domination of the com' . I RULE !!!!Hope my bro won't get up too soon!! Well, I can do whatever I want . Sorry, I'm crappin'

When my dad is out.... yesterday with his friend . He ask my too take out the chicken from the freezer then after a few hours he called me and ask me to clean the chicken and I hurt my finger and it still hurts now!!!
My younger brother keep on using the computer but now since I haven't use the computer for a few days I pushed him away and use the computer( not exactly push him but scolded him..). I'm such an evil sister when I want to use the computer. But... of course I scolded him quietly IF NOT my elder brother will wake up and scold me harsher... (SWEAT)...

Heart hurts...

Why does it hurts so much...(said a friend) She is hurt. Her name is G.L. She likes this guy so much named B.V. But... B.V. doesn't realize it. B.V. use to like G.R. but now he has no heart towards her but even though he says he has no feelings towards her anymore I can feel hat he likes her. A few months later, he says he like G.T. He say it in front of G.L. had told her to keep a secret and not to let G.T. know. He talks about her the whole time and says how much he loves G.T. At the same time G.T. and G.L. are best of friends. So, what to do? G.L. also knows that G.T. likes him too. After, going back home she felt that her hearts hurt a lot. Her friend G.T. also told her how much she likes B.V. G.L. decided to quit liking him and pretending to don't care . Actually, she does care.












What I don't like 'bout B.V. as G.L. friend is....
1)G.L. is a girl . There is no way you could talk to a girl 'bout another girl. The girl would just get jealous. If you wanna talk 'bout it, talk to a guy or your family members. You may not know that a girl that you talk 'bout a girl, likes you a not. There is no such things as a girl never had a first crush at this kind of age.
(Well, for me I don't really care 'bout love... for now Hahahaha<3)

What advise to give G.L. ...
1) you are still young , you don't have to rush your love. There is still plenty of guys outside there . Not only him alone.
2) Get a new boyfriend . With that type of guy ? Don't you ever date him..
3) Cheer up and try to forget the love you have for him but... you can treat him as a friend
4) If you are still thinking 'bout him, don't get too close to him














If your done with him may be...:-
1) Since your best friend likes B.V. and so do the other side.., may be you could bring them together.
2)Treat him as a friend don't make a fight
3)And now ... don't treat him to close like the last time or... you'll get infected emotionally

Bed.... (sweat)=.=

'The bed is nice and comfortable , so why is this Anime
so sad ?'







The cleanest part of my room ? Where is it ? Of Course , it is my bed. Why? Coz I like to sleep. It's everybody favourite thing to do . Isn't it? Everywhere else is really messy.... May be not that messy but it's still messy.. My table is full of books, my shelf is also full of books but it is placed messily , my dressing table full of my stuffs . Oh yea there is another cleaner part in my room the cupboard... Full of clothes but, it's not messy... Well... the most cleanest place my bed. BED IS EVERYTHING... That is one thing for sure.. Hehehehe^^ But of course don't think 'bout other stuff ar... the XXX rated stuff . You know what is it. You don't need to ask me, right ?
About my bed, I don't like anyone touching my bed. Becoz it's to precious to me . Even my brothers I will scold them.. But my parents, I don't think that I brave enough to scold them... Well anything that is on my bed I'll just throw them down on the floor, of course mine I don't throw it down because I never put anything on my bed... When my bed sheets gets dirty I quickly change them, I hate to sleep on dirty sheets.. Yup. So, that's my bed. And, only my bed is the cleanest not my parents' or my brothers'. Hehehehehe^^Oh yea , my friends they are allowed to sit or sleep on it. But.... not jumping on it. Just sleep or sit. Hahahaha^^.

Topic 4 now is..... STRESS

'Man, back pain lar. Stress to much!'












Hahahaha... Why did I pick this topic. It's becoz,... I suddenly of stress... Stress..., me and my stress . What gives me stress....? I think is not watching anime and reading manga or whatever which gotta do with computer(I'm not using it lar) gives me stress. I love using the computer 'til I'm so addicted to it. Studying ... I don't really like it ... Unless it is a fun subject... But if it is very boring. Pls get it out of my sight or I'll tear up that thing into pieces... Don't underestimate me , I'm pretty strong I'm a red-black taekwondo student. Even though I don't fight anymore.... I'm still strong...

Other things that make me all stressed up is my parents nagging.... I hate it so much ... They nag and nag and nag until you go deft ... There's a solution to it imagine as if their singing or think about your favourite stuff. It always work out for me.. I'm always thinking about anime and manga when they nag at me.... Well , other than that it's my younger brother ... We are pretty close last time not now... !!! May be a little close but not that close. But.... maybe we are close...(sweat) Haiz ... I don't know. Thinking 'bout that makes my head go all dizzy... Why am I stressed 'bout him? Coz he always ask me stupid questions and he ask me stuff 'bout homework. I won't get mad at him , if he asks me a little only and if he really don't know. But... the works are so simple even anyone could do it. And he asks all the questions there is on his book. Doesn't that makes you angry ? That is the 2nd most stressful thing . Oh! The most stressful thing is not watching anime and reading manga .... Hahahaha^^ It rocks...!! Oh yea this everyone sure is stress 'bout it.. It;s EXAM!!!! I need to study, coz my parents don't let me use the computer. So, I always hope the exam will finish faster. And.... of course get good results....

Why half-way ...?

Man....! Why is my life sooo half-way. I mean every time i join sumthing , i juz stop it half-way... For example :- piano lesson, ballet, taekwondo, chinese class and many more. It's not that I stop immediately or a few months but... it's like rather after being in quite high grade or being there for many, many, many years... =( And you wanna know what happen after all these stuff , my mom say " What a waste you've could have blar blar blar..." . You don't wanna know!! Coz I hate it so much.... And now what .... I've juz got in a club after one year .. now I'm a qualified member and i wanna quit ... but... I from now onwards don't wanna stop half-way.. So, I continued. Hope I won't quit.. Hehehehe... I regretted quiting all those lessons.

Now, Why did I quit half-way?? Some it's because it's tiring, got too much homework, got other activities clash with it ( i like the other activities more> example: choral speaking, band:trumpet, library work:librarian i like it when it was in the primary one coz i was very powerful there...maybe even more powerful then the head librarian.. I was the assistant). But... you know what I still like those lessons... Daisuki . I love it....

My Frenz...

Frenz forever does it really exist ?? I don't really know?? Could some one tell me? Why did I ask this sort of question ? Its because I don't really know if my frenz really treat me as a friend or they are just using me. Well, my Mathematics scores are always quite high but.. not the highest. But, recently I close friend of mind didn't treat me quite well. I wonder if she was tired of me or what so ever. But, I really hate friends which just use me and throw me away like a toy or rather a puppet. I really hate it. I had experience this kind of thing for three times and I really hate it. I wonder if that friend just wanna use me. I wonder....

The worst thing is a friend don't trust you or they say that you don't trust them. 1 of my friends said to me that this friend said i didn't trust her. Who said I didn't trust her??? I was just afraid if that stuff got lost or something but... she didn't have to say that to all my closes friend behind my back. Now? she is being nice to me. There was once she ditched me. I really hated it. The worst thing is that she stole my friend from me last time. But... it doesn't matter anymore . Coz the past is the past.

Boring Dayz & Happie Timez

Every day is such a boring day. Especially dayz which I don't have school. Why? Coz I can't interact with friendz... So, I always go and read manga. But... the prob is that my dad always want me to study... Haiz.... I hate to study. If it was last time i wouldn't complain coz i didn't really study but... after studying for almost every day, I got bored of it. So, I always read manga and watch anime. Every time after school I hate it becoz i need to go back home and study, if i don't my dad will grumble. To avoid studying and being grumbled at home, I went for tough extra curriculum which have longer period of time to stay back. Every time I will here that everyone wants to go back early. And I ask almost every of them. Their reply is >> to watch t.v. , to use the computer, sleep and many more but of course some of them need to go for tuition and study. Majority, it is the ones which have no connection to studying are the most. I wonder why ?? Haiz .... Even though my dad always grumble, he is not that evil. It's for my best. So, I always try to calm myself and try to accept it.

If there are boring dayz, there are always happie times... Some times my family is really weird.. They some times laugh and they are angry sometimes. The most happy moment is when all of us are at the dining table. Hehehehe^^ We never scold or grumble at the dinner table. My mom used to com back late but now she comes home early. That makes me happie coz we rarely spend time together....

Haiz.....=.= What's with the dress?? That home is sweet!!^^

I have a dinner today, but..... it's not that I really want to go. We were force to go may be not... But this is not the problem about whether I'm force to go or not, it's about my friends!!! They are really cute.... One of my friend really want to try her dresses with 2 other friends and me. Do you know what she did? Hahahahaha >.<. 1stly she came to my class and ask whether did we bring our dresses, 2ndly she ask when to try it together or was it where .And in the end...>.<, we didn't try it at all the whole day. But.... We did try to wear it in her house.. Every Tuesday , I and 2 other friends will be at her house may be not every Tuesday. And you know what I like being in her house. Because there are a lot of food there "junkies" . Isn't that a nice home. Her mom loves chocolates. So, apparently her kitchen was full of chocolates. My favourite junkie !! Hehehe^^ You guys know what is Astro, right ? Hahahaha!! I'm being silly of course lar!! There we can watch all we want because my mom cancel some channels so that my siblings including me don't watch to much. But..... luckily my mom didn't cancel the Animax program . If not I will be bored. x.x . Back to her house.=.=. There it was like a dream come true. Oh yea there we can act like that coz her parents are not home they went for work. But... that friend was polite, she treated us nicely me . I mean she treated us like guests . Erm... yea. Oh yea there was one of this 2 other friends, her parents especially her mom always bought back organic stuff. So she kinda really like that house. Coz she can't eat much chocolate a.k.a. "junkies' . No wonder she so thin.... =.=

What's this blog 'bout ?

Hahahahaha^^ It's kinda like my life but...... it won't be exactly like my very personal life... Well, hope you guys get to learn more so as it is for me !!!! And also learn more 'bout my friends, they are so cuteee!!!!Kawaiiiiii!!Post more comment you know !!! <3>.<

Oh yea . If any of my words are in italic form and it is coloured that means it is in Japanese ....