Juz A Bad Day~~

Today it's really a bad day... I mean i was late for school... Got scolded... Then I was like searching for my assignment at home... which I found it... it was in my brother's room and which cause me to be late for school... Then I got hit by the badminton racquet on my face in school, while I was in P.E. Class... OUCH!!! It really hurts... It's like swollen ady... I wonder how she play badminton lar... Glasses got scratches... probably i'm gonna get scolded by mom later since that glasses cost about RM 500.. She's definitely gonna kill me... Well, then after school... I'll teach the 1st years marching... Which my friend a.k.a. partner juz made me really piss off. Coz I was scolding that kid when he was juz asking... P.S. He was asking a really stupid question... plus he came late for practice... then he talks a lot... He was playing even though I called him to get into formation... Every time I say things nicely to him, he gets even more rebelious... So i every time talk to him i gotta be strict lar... My so called friend.... who suddenly come for practice... which he comes once in a while.... scold me without thinking or asking me... He juz shouted at me in front of everybody.. Really no face whey me... Then I tried to tell me but he keep on getting on my nerves... I try telling him off, but he keeps fighting back... ME... I didn't want to fight anymore in front of the Ist years students... Walked away... And as i hear what my juniors say.... They say he said that i merajuk.... What the h*ll!!! Come on and he say a lot of bad stuffs about me... What a friend??? Today it's really juz a bad day for me...

Alone~~

Of course you don't easily cut the connection between your friends.... do you??? I mean during recess you'll meet up even though you're in a different class right??? But my friends... I think they probably don't think of me as an important friend anymore... My friends dun talk to me during recess times... I'm really feeling that my relationship with them is like so far away... They go everywhere without me... They didn't ask me out... Every time.. when I log in into my facebook account... I saw pictures of them all together hanging out and i'm like alone at home. Now probably... Facebook is like my updating source... For friends lar~~ I'm really sad... Are they enough of me or are they juz using all the while??? I'm so confused...

Different~~

This year... It's kinda different from my three years in secondary school... I mean I'm not in the same class as my other used to be hangout friends... There in my new class is like total different atmosphere... I can't believe i used to be like always want to be in same class with all my friends and this year i was like whatever lar... Juz do it for my future... Last time I was more into friends than my future... May be cause i didn't get what I wanted to get when it was on 24th December 2009... It's kinda the worst day... Probably that's why... FUTURE VS FRIENDS... I picked future... I didn't mean that i dun like my friends lar it's juz for the class thingy.... So pls dun get ... yea~~ Even though all that happened... I still got some of my friends there... Juz that I'm like the only one from the different class... That's what it's different.....

A new Year 2010^^

I know it's kinda late but. yea~~ But never mind I'll now start my blog writting again. So people this year is gonna be new... I mean mangas animes ... They're all gone... So sorry... but it doesn't mean that i dun like anime... Juz that now... it's gonna be new ler~~~