'Look, my dad's so cool!!!'
Man, I'm feeling weird. So weird. I mean no one scolds me anymore. It's like my dad doesn't exist. My father has been going out for a long time, repeatingly. But, I don't feel this empty. It has been a day, I feel so empty now. Usually I don't think 'bout this stuff but now I'm thinking 'bout it. May be, It's because he's been scolding me every time, so now I feel like there's no one anymore. But, someone reminds me of him. It's my elder bro... He talks like him, he does things like him, but... he is not ass smart as him. That's all. But, you know something..., later I'm going to hope that my dad stays there longer. It's my usual way. I hope for something to arrive quicker and later it eventually comes and I don't want it to come so quick. I'm so dumb... What's wrong with me I hate my dad but I love my dad... It's mixed feelings.... Weird.... I hate my dad whom always grumble, but I know it's for my best. Even though I say I hate him, but I actually loves him. I hope the time we spend together will last long...
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