My Frenz...

Frenz forever does it really exist ?? I don't really know?? Could some one tell me? Why did I ask this sort of question ? Its because I don't really know if my frenz really treat me as a friend or they are just using me. Well, my Mathematics scores are always quite high but.. not the highest. But, recently I close friend of mind didn't treat me quite well. I wonder if she was tired of me or what so ever. But, I really hate friends which just use me and throw me away like a toy or rather a puppet. I really hate it. I had experience this kind of thing for three times and I really hate it. I wonder if that friend just wanna use me. I wonder....

The worst thing is a friend don't trust you or they say that you don't trust them. 1 of my friends said to me that this friend said i didn't trust her. Who said I didn't trust her??? I was just afraid if that stuff got lost or something but... she didn't have to say that to all my closes friend behind my back. Now? she is being nice to me. There was once she ditched me. I really hated it. The worst thing is that she stole my friend from me last time. But... it doesn't matter anymore . Coz the past is the past.